Enjoy The Life

                DANCE

as though no one is watching you

                 LOVE

as though you have never been hurt before

                 SING

as though no one can hear you

                 LIVE

as though heaven is here on earth

The 5 Love Languages

Words of Affirmation

Actions do not always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.

Quality Time

In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

Receiving Gifts

Do not mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.

Acts of Service

Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.

Physical Touch

This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.

Stupidity

It's a moody day...
I felt so dumb, so stupid.
I have been lied by you for the first time and I have forgiven you,
you promised me that you will never repeat it again.
Now you did the same thing again...
It's the same lie towards the same problem!!!
How come I'll give you another chance that time?
What happened to me?
Why you promised me and you still want to repeat it once again?!
Can you please stop telling lies?!

YOU DISAPPOINT ME & HURT ME DEEPLY!!!!!!
T_T

What Can I Do

What happened to you recently?
You changed?
Why do you want to do so?
Are you trying to lie to me or hiding something?
Or ........... any other reasons...
Tell me!!!
Please make everything clear
so that I will not misunderstand you & anyhow piss you off!

You are messing up my life!!!
I don't know what are you thinking...
Sometimes you are just so good but sometimes you just don't even bother...
I'm so miserable...
I got to guess this & that everyday...
If I ask you, you will be like answering unwillingly...
Then how am I suppose to know or understand???

WHAT CAN I DO?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T

No Idea

I didn't say I love u doesn't mean I don't love u...
I didn't say I miss u doesn't mean I don't miss u...
I didn't say I want u doesn't mean I don't want u...
It's just that I am doing it instead of saying it...

But why all this happening around me recently???

I know I might not be the only one who suffers...
But I just don't understand...
Why can't we stop being like this?
This is super duper hurt...

I shall go to the hospital and get a specialist...
Get a specialist to cure my heart immediately...
But what kind of treatment will help?
Bandage my heart? Inject my heart? Stop the pumping of my heart?

No idea..........

I'm Sorry

Sorry
for each time I have hurt you.
Sorry
in case you do not like anything I say or do.

Sorry
for the times I have put up a fight.
Sorry
I don't understand why I just can't do a thing right.

Sorry
if I am sometimes so complicated.
Sorry
for making you feel frustrated.

Sorry
I am unable to fight back the tears.
Sorry
for times I kept you away from peers.


I'm sorry for everything...... T_T

Feeling

Long time never update my blog..
I think now is the time for it...
Unfortunately, I am sad now...
Although today is the day... =(

My feeling in my heart, you can't control it.
My feeling in my heart, you don't understand.
My feeling in my heart, you won't feel the same.
My feeling in my heart formed is because there is you & me...

I don't know what happened to myself recently...
I do feel bad and emo all the time in my heart...
I don't like to show it on my face...
I don't know why I can pretend to be like nothing happened...

Maybe I already get use to it?

or

Maybe I AM NOT WHO I AM ANYMORE...............

Happy Mother's Day

Mummy~ I left you for 3 weeks...
What do i feel?
I really really miss you, mummy...!
The first time i leave u for that long...
Although it is only 3 weeks for now...
Is it because today is Happy Mother's Day and made me miss you more???
I have no idea...

I cannot adapt my life without you staying beside me everyday...
I miss your voice...
I miss your annoyance...
I miss our jokes together...
I miss your 'description' during TV time...
I miss every moments when I am together with you...
I MISS YOU, MUMMY!!!

Happy Mother's Day!!!

七日

七日 = 一星期
一星期 = 去新加坡
去新加坡 = 要离开怡保
要离开怡保 = 各种心情交集

下个星期一就得离开怡保了...
我要到新加坡去念书哦...
这次是要到一个完全陌生的地方
从新适应环境，
从新认识朋友，
从新生活...
我想我应该需要蛮久的时间去适应吧...

唉~
怎么办？
我真的好不愿意离开啊~
我超不舍得我的家、家人、朋友、
生活、食物、床、电视机等等。
我会很想念你们的~~~

其实在我这种情况下，
我是否适合到新加坡去念书呢？
那里说远不远，但说近也不近啊！
我很害怕很担心自己会...会...
因为这个病而被逼打退堂鼓... =（

这件事情没有别人知道，
就只有你...
但，你已经不在我身边了...
这段没有你的日子里，
我做起事来都缺乏了信心，
也觉得很没安全感。
我，仍然需要你...

每天上网都会很自然地
去看看你是否也和我一样在上网...
每天上网都会很自然地
去看看你facebook的profile...
每天上网都会很自然地
去看看你的blog是否有更新了...

我究竟是怎么了？
我傻了吗？
明知道每次看了这些都会让自己心疼、心酸，
我又何必每天去看呢？
我又何必要这么做去伤害自己呢？
到底是为什么？
为什么我会这么做？
我真的控制不住自己啊！！！

会不会是因为我还爱你？
但你好像有了对象。

会不会是因为我想你？
但你所想的应该不是我。

会不会是因为我还在乎你？
但你在乎的好像是另一个人。

会不会是因为我对你念念不忘？
但你好像没什么记得我了。

我，就是这样每晚都睡不着...... ...... ...... ......

夜生活

哇佬耶~
好久没有跑步了啊...
今天终于提起劲来到草场去跑步...
糟糕！
应该是因为太久没有跑了吧?
才跑了两圈就开始喘气... >.<
不行！
从今天开始一定要每天都去跑步啦！

晚上去了夜市哦~
是跟阿女一起去的...呵呵~
我们很搞笑下咯...
走完夜市一圈就开始下滴滴雨咧~
阿女赶快去打包食物给家人就离开夜市了...

哎哟~走那一圈就下雨，时间还很早啦...
我们俩回家又是闷闷的，如何消耗时间呢？
超聪明的我们就到了Tesco咯！哈哈~
是是觉得我们真的很搞笑咧？
明明约好说去夜市结果大部分的时间都是在Tesco...
哇咔咔咔咔咔~

到了Tesco也是走了一圈，没有东西好逛咧~
累累地~闷闷地~
我们就去坐下吹水咯！
不然还有什么可以做哦？哈哈哈~
嗯...聊了蛮多东西下...嘻嘻~
时间差不多了，我们就各自离开回家噜~

嗯...不懂为什么，
最近都好像喜欢上夜生活了...
好喜欢夜里的活动...
随便什么活动都好，
只要是在晚上就感觉比较好了...
除了睡觉！！！
因为我都睡不着的...唉~

其实每当说起夜生活，
大家都很自然会想到是去pub之类的吧？
但我说的可不是这个咧...
请大家别想歪，
毕竟我还没有去过那些地方...
我是不是很outdate啊？
不是啦...
我只是比较乖而已啦...呵呵~