Stupidity

It's a moody day...
I felt so dumb, so stupid.
I have been lied by you for the first time and I have forgiven you,
you promised me that you will never repeat it again.
Now you did the same thing again...
It's the same lie towards the same problem!!!
How come I'll give you another chance that time?
What happened to me?
Why you promised me and you still want to repeat it once again?!
Can you please stop telling lies?!

YOU DISAPPOINT ME & HURT ME DEEPLY!!!!!!
T_T

What Can I Do

What happened to you recently?
You changed?
Why do you want to do so?
Are you trying to lie to me or hiding something?
Or ........... any other reasons...
Tell me!!!
Please make everything clear
so that I will not misunderstand you & anyhow piss you off!

You are messing up my life!!!
I don't know what are you thinking...
Sometimes you are just so good but sometimes you just don't even bother...
I'm so miserable...
I got to guess this & that everyday...
If I ask you, you will be like answering unwillingly...
Then how am I suppose to know or understand???

WHAT CAN I DO?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T

No Idea

I didn't say I love u doesn't mean I don't love u...
I didn't say I miss u doesn't mean I don't miss u...
I didn't say I want u doesn't mean I don't want u...
It's just that I am doing it instead of saying it...

But why all this happening around me recently???

I know I might not be the only one who suffers...
But I just don't understand...
Why can't we stop being like this?
This is super duper hurt...

I shall go to the hospital and get a specialist...
Get a specialist to cure my heart immediately...
But what kind of treatment will help?
Bandage my heart? Inject my heart? Stop the pumping of my heart?

No idea..........

I'm Sorry

Sorry
for each time I have hurt you.
Sorry
in case you do not like anything I say or do.

Sorry
for the times I have put up a fight.
Sorry
I don't understand why I just can't do a thing right.

Sorry
if I am sometimes so complicated.
Sorry
for making you feel frustrated.

Sorry
I am unable to fight back the tears.
Sorry
for times I kept you away from peers.


I'm sorry for everything...... T_T